Post 8- What I learned in my worst year

Last year was the worst year of my entire life. I would like to tell you the story, and what I learned from it, in case this to serves someone. I will summarize the story.

At the beginning of 2019 I moved to the sixth region, three regions apart from where I lived before. My friends, my new family and my boyfriend stayed there.

After this move, I had little vacation time. I didn't know when I would see all my friends again, and I thought it would be the last time I would see my boyfriend in a long time.

After, in march, I moved again, but this time to Santiago with my grandparents. I entered the university that I had always dreamed of, but it was not as I expected. It was a disaster.

My family complete were very far to me. I was alone, and I thougth that I dont had anyone.

 

For all this, I started felt alone and I felt that everything was wrong. The pain was very strong. I distanced myself from everyone and isolated myself strongly due to my pain.

This was very worrying for my mother and father. They were very concerned that I had depression, and I started going to the psychologist because of all these problems. I was alone and sad, and I closed me every day in my bedroom, crying alone.

 

The year to end, and there I realized everything that had happened. I had completely changed my personality, and it really wasn't me. I had distanced myself from everyone and had done many things that I regretted. I was very depressed that I dont saw the reality, and I closed me of the world.

But now it's finally me again, my true self. This year is going very well, and everything bad was in the past. I learned to enjoy my family and friends, and to say yes to all opportunities. I no longer distance myself from people and I feel that everything is possible. I'm doing well in my career, and every day is a good day now.

A picture or my birthday. That day is very important to me, because finally I saw the good of the life again